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I always start to cry when it rains; I never understood why until I realised that it's always raining inside of me anyway. I'm just letting it out when the whole world joins in. Because, that way, no one cares, no one knows, because everyone else is more important than I am, than I ever will be.

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Hmm no I don't cry when it's raining, I just wrote that ^ in relation the picture. But the last part, I think, is true, to me.

It's just Ilandere, my tiger char, out in the rain. If you look reaaaaalll hard, you can see that she is crying.

I have been feeling absolutely terrible, since the beginning of this week, and I've only recently begun to feel better. TT; I don't know why, either, maybe it's just school getting to me, (do you know 1 in 11 youth suicides are due to exam stress?) because everything is fine, honestly, nothing traumatic or whatnot, but I just...don't feel fine, at all.

I don't think coming online really helps; I hate how people judge me without even knowing me. Plus, how come I am always the bad person when it comes to [art etc] theft? Why is it always my fault? I think if you steal something of mine, which I have explicitly said you shouldn't, then you deserve everything you get from me. Instead, nowadays, it's always my fault I put things up to get stolen (ABSOLUTELY DISGREGARDING THE FACT YOU SHOULDN'T STEAL IN THE FIRST PLACE), and no, I shouldn't be doing this or that, not at all, because it was my fault and I'm a bad person to go and flame them/talk to them/accuse them etc when I said I would if they stole my things. Gr8 mentality! Gosh I love this world. Instead I should be like 'Oh sweetie, it's really wrong to steal things. I'm sure you didn't mean to take my things, despite you've claimed my stuff as yours and cut out my signature but I'm sure IT WAS ALL A NASTY MISTAKE.'

& I love how people are always rude when they disagree with me. =] I don't care if you do disagree with me, but why the hell do you have to be so rude about it? Whatever, before you start with me - you win, okay?

...I'm just in a bad mood, sorry. ~~ Thanks for looking, guys, I appreciate it. I hope you like it.

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